I’ve made a decision on Friday about my job ā I don’t want to do it any longer. It will come as a shock to some as to why I did this so suddenly. Well, I could only say that it was the right time, and the right thing to do at this moment of my life.
I have other plans, and I do not know for certain if they will work out the way I hope it will, but knowing what I have to face now and what I will have to face later, the decision was relatively easy.
I did not want to live my life dictated by others, as I have up to this point; and I do not want to look back on my life to think that I have only been able to go so far because I did nothing about things that were dear to me.
It was a little hard for me to do things like these, well, because I am a very cautious person by nature. Sure, I am an odd risk-taker or two, but this has got to be the weirdest things I’ve done (almost on a whim!), a decision so swift but steady I can only think of one thing to describe it: I am free.
Of course, being free means a little of being poor, but the trade offs are good. I’ll be freelancing a little and doing a lot more of the things I’ve envisioned, and that’s a good enough reason to throw in the towel on this one. I know I can do better, and that I deserve better things than telling my boss that I am unhappy, and that I deserve a pay rise for doing two person’s job (he declined, by the way). I decided that “begging” was not how I want to live my life, and certainly not in a company that does not know how much I am worth.
So, I am free. But only after two months. But still, I am free.
Thank you for all your support, hugs and kisses ā you know who you are.
Hee Hee, some time passed, but I couldn’t bear only having half read the posts so I had to come back and finish. Of course, this one I already know, but still, it’s good to give you my support and encouragement on the blog as well as in emails .
And if you think how FAST the last 3 1/2 months have gone by, it won’t be too long before you are finished there. xox
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Apr 9, 05:48 AMwell thought out, and good luck in your freelance! sometimes it’s better to pick what you want to do instead of being stuck with what people give you, yea? freelance is good freedom.
that chocolate Mt Fuji looks darn good!
Happy Easter!