Insurmountable odds?

Sunday April 8, 2007

Choc Mountain

Chocolate mountain from Fuji, I’m blogging about it in the next post!

I’ve made a decision on Friday about my job – I don’t want to do it any longer. It will come as a shock to some as to why I did this so suddenly. Well, I could only say that it was the right time, and the right thing to do at this moment of my life.

I have other plans, and I do not know for certain if they will work out the way I hope it will, but knowing what I have to face now and what I will have to face later, the decision was relatively easy.

I did not want to live my life dictated by others, as I have up to this point; and I do not want to look back on my life to think that I have only been able to go so far because I did nothing about things that were dear to me.

It was a little hard for me to do things like these, well, because I am a very cautious person by nature. Sure, I am an odd risk-taker or two, but this has got to be the weirdest things I’ve done (almost on a whim!), a decision so swift but steady I can only think of one thing to describe it: I am free.

Of course, being free means a little of being poor, but the trade offs are good. I’ll be freelancing a little and doing a lot more of the things I’ve envisioned, and that’s a good enough reason to throw in the towel on this one. I know I can do better, and that I deserve better things than telling my boss that I am unhappy, and that I deserve a pay rise for doing two person’s job (he declined, by the way). I decided that “begging” was not how I want to live my life, and certainly not in a company that does not know how much I am worth.

So, I am free. But only after two months. But still, I am free.

Thank you for all your support, hugs and kisses – you know who you are.


Comments

#1 :: may ::
Apr 9, 05:48 AM

well thought out, and good luck in your freelance! sometimes it’s better to pick what you want to do instead of being stuck with what people give you, yea? freelance is good freedom.

that chocolate Mt Fuji looks darn good!
Happy Easter!

#2 :: adelaine ::
Apr 9, 11:00 PM

wishing u all the best amy.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

- Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken

#3 :: lynda ::
Apr 10, 02:09 PM

WOohOoo!! My bestest wishes for your new road ahead!! only good things to come I’m sure

#4 :: Cheryl ::
Apr 10, 09:43 PM

There is a tv commercial I must share with you:
http://media.honda.co.uk/

Here’s to the start of many impossible dreams.

psst: you’ve been tagged btw ;)

#5 :: steph ::
Apr 11, 07:40 AM

oh. my. goodness. i am so bursting with pride for you, i feel like my heart is going to burst! congratulations darling, you are more than ready to move on to bigger and better things!

#6 :: Amy ::
Apr 11, 08:24 AM

I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Indeed.

Thank you so much everyone, for your encouragement – I’ve sent out individual replies to personally to thank each and every one of you :)

#7 :: cally ::
Apr 18, 04:43 AM

Hee Hee, some time passed, but I couldn’t bear only having half read the posts so I had to come back and finish. Of course, this one I already know, but still, it’s good to give you my support and encouragement on the blog as well as in emails .

And if you think how FAST the last 3 1/2 months have gone by, it won’t be too long before you are finished there. xox

#8 :: Amy ::
Apr 19, 12:34 AM

Cally: Sigh. I really owe you one loong email :)



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